Crying won't help
Saturday, April 28, 2012 @ 6:39 AM
| 0 notesI'll just have to remind myself others are in a worse plight.
Everything will be over.
Worried
Thursday, April 26, 2012 @ 3:40 PM
| 0 notesEven though we have self practice everyday, we seem to be going nowhere. The day before yesterday was good, under the presence of mr lee and other seniors. But yesterday was horrible. We can't even follow each other in our ensem. There isn't going to be any conductor beating the beat for us, and everyone can't count.
The year ones are improving, but the rest, I really do not like their attitude. Gah.
Concert is in like.. 9 days time? It's a single digit already, and I really hope that we can improve (and hope that I can remember my notes!) I really want the whole hall to be embedded into the sound of strings. It'll be nice. Really. 21 cellos and 10 basses shining on stage. Heard that a lot of our batch mates are coming. This is really making me a lot more nervous.
Nevertheless, we are having sports carnival today. Looking forward to it due to the fact that we have no lessons. Hooray.
And oh, I failed my rv lit test. Wasn't sad, I was pretty emotionless, since Chinese has never been my forte, and I forgot some mcq answers. I guess I'll have to work harder for gong Han.
And speaking about tests, I have gone completely numb. I do not plan to study much for every test until concert it over. Till then, I'll keep practicing, and fail all my tests. Hooray.
And sleeping in class doesn't help. Really tired nowadays.
PS: I have a large blister on my fore finger. Osmosis doesn't work dammit.
Hooray for puberty
Friday, April 6, 2012 @ 3:33 AM
| 0 notesHad this really long msn conversation with Zheyi today. First we discussed about braces then we went on to dig up old photos of ourselves looking really noob. /facepalm. I looked really qian bian and stupid and super weird with my really old blue oval glasses and white glasses. What exactly was wrong with my fashion taste back then? /morefacepalm.
Luckily for puberty, and my matured taste of fashion I look so much better now. Well at least in my opinion. I am so tempted to remove all my old photos but that's going to take so much time and I can't bear to delete all those memories away. I'll have a good laugh when I grow older and look back at the photos. LOL.
I bet all those who actually stalked my photos all the way to the earliest ones must think that I'm stupid or weird and refuse to make friends with me. Well at least I don't look like that now or I bet I'll be ostrasized in school and probably die of depression or something. Whew.
I LOVE PUBERTY. EVEN THOUGH IT MAKES MY FACE HAVE PIMPLES AND MAKES ME SUFFER EVERY MONTH.
Anyway, yesterday Zhaoying asked me to text Mr Lee if he wants to change his photo to put in our concert booklet. Originally it was this black and white old photo, which looked super weird and old fashioned haha.
AND THEN HE SENT A WEIRD PHOTO OF HIMSELF TAKEN WITH THE IPHONE FRONT FACING CAMERA. With a terrible warped effect, making him look like a goldfish.
It's in my camera album now, and it's definitely scaring me each time I open it.
And I sent it to Zhoaying she was like OMG LOL. It'll be really weird if that photo appears in the booklet HAHHAHAHHAH.
Meh I don't know how to end this post with. So bye. And have fun.
Crying won't help
Saturday, April 28, 2012 @ 6:39 AM
| 0 notesI'll just have to remind myself others are in a worse plight.
Everything will be over.
Worried
Thursday, April 26, 2012 @ 3:40 PM
| 0 notesEven though we have self practice everyday, we seem to be going nowhere. The day before yesterday was good, under the presence of mr lee and other seniors. But yesterday was horrible. We can't even follow each other in our ensem. There isn't going to be any conductor beating the beat for us, and everyone can't count.
The year ones are improving, but the rest, I really do not like their attitude. Gah.
Concert is in like.. 9 days time? It's a single digit already, and I really hope that we can improve (and hope that I can remember my notes!) I really want the whole hall to be embedded into the sound of strings. It'll be nice. Really. 21 cellos and 10 basses shining on stage. Heard that a lot of our batch mates are coming. This is really making me a lot more nervous.
Nevertheless, we are having sports carnival today. Looking forward to it due to the fact that we have no lessons. Hooray.
And oh, I failed my rv lit test. Wasn't sad, I was pretty emotionless, since Chinese has never been my forte, and I forgot some mcq answers. I guess I'll have to work harder for gong Han.
And speaking about tests, I have gone completely numb. I do not plan to study much for every test until concert it over. Till then, I'll keep practicing, and fail all my tests. Hooray.
And sleeping in class doesn't help. Really tired nowadays.
PS: I have a large blister on my fore finger. Osmosis doesn't work dammit.
Hooray for puberty
Friday, April 6, 2012 @ 3:33 AM
| 0 notesHad this really long msn conversation with Zheyi today. First we discussed about braces then we went on to dig up old photos of ourselves looking really noob. /facepalm. I looked really qian bian and stupid and super weird with my really old blue oval glasses and white glasses. What exactly was wrong with my fashion taste back then? /morefacepalm.
Luckily for puberty, and my matured taste of fashion I look so much better now. Well at least in my opinion. I am so tempted to remove all my old photos but that's going to take so much time and I can't bear to delete all those memories away. I'll have a good laugh when I grow older and look back at the photos. LOL.
I bet all those who actually stalked my photos all the way to the earliest ones must think that I'm stupid or weird and refuse to make friends with me. Well at least I don't look like that now or I bet I'll be ostrasized in school and probably die of depression or something. Whew.
I LOVE PUBERTY. EVEN THOUGH IT MAKES MY FACE HAVE PIMPLES AND MAKES ME SUFFER EVERY MONTH.
Anyway, yesterday Zhaoying asked me to text Mr Lee if he wants to change his photo to put in our concert booklet. Originally it was this black and white old photo, which looked super weird and old fashioned haha.
AND THEN HE SENT A WEIRD PHOTO OF HIMSELF TAKEN WITH THE IPHONE FRONT FACING CAMERA. With a terrible warped effect, making him look like a goldfish.
It's in my camera album now, and it's definitely scaring me each time I open it.
And I sent it to Zhoaying she was like OMG LOL. It'll be really weird if that photo appears in the booklet HAHHAHAHHAH.
Meh I don't know how to end this post with. So bye. And have fun.
